Misguided.

Meet Dhanu. :B

I love Dhanu! I'm so glad to have met her on Monday for dinner. I missed her so much! She's like the big sister i never had. Someone who's always there for me, always supporting me, always telling me how much i'm loved. I can't imagine what i'd do without her. Thank you bb, i love you very much. ♥

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I feel like dropping out from poly. I'm still sane, having said that. I guess it just dawned upon me that maybe, just maybe, i'm not gifted when it comes to writing. (Considering the fact that i entered mass comm for journalism.) I love writing, i really do. But coming up with articles and articles and articles just doesn't excite me as much as i thought. Unexpectedly, i fell in love with design instead. I'd rather spend hours drawing, using photoshop, making crafts, taking photos than writing. Honestly, i'm considering switching courses or even just dropping out from poly. But well, i've the entire holidays to mull over this nerve-wrecking issue, least i make any rash decisions again. My parents are rather supportive of me enrolling into NAFA or La Salle, (if i even have the capability to get in, BIG MAYBE here.) and concentrate on doing arts instead of staying in poly studying mass comm. I think i've the world's most amazing parents. The kind of crazy things i think about scares me sometimes. I mean, who in the world thinks about dropping out from poly? I've never felt this uncertain about my own future.